Michelle

Aries
22
small eyes
long hair
sentimental

L♥ves

fireworks
travelling
stars
lil' surprises
meet-ups over coffee
peach red tea w pearls
asian food
all things glittery, shimmery & shiny
carnival rides at funfairs
occasional indulgence in girly pretty stuff
supper meetups
cutesy push-carts n mini-stores
all the angels in my life :)

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Speak To Me

Thursday, September 30, 2004

moi beloved classmates..my full-time emotional therapist..love em!

mich` @* 11:04 AM

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<-----MaO CLaN----->happily ever after!!

mich` @* 11:01 AM

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happiness!!

mich` @* 10:54 AM

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ArgH...~~i'm aching all over!!muz b the late nights i've been keeping agn!look at mama..such healthy habits--->she's been slpin b4 12midnight evrynite n waking up at 6am!!to go jogging! can u believe it?!real pei fu sia..her determination n healthconscious-ness!check out her daughter!slpin so early lyk 4am in the mornings n waking at onli 11 in e morn if dere're no classes..or 8am if dere is morn claz!2 results--->PANDA n SORE-eyed monsters, both w a zillion pimples popping out!ok i'm exaggerating..sue me!!

sucks!mebe i'm down with wat ed alwiz says, quarter-life crisis!!i'm beggining to reflect upon my life..so are the many pple around me!guez we've reached tiz turning point where we're wondering exactly wat we're doing, for wat n where to head in the near future...

moi lousy temper! i'm finding it increasingly hard to control moi temper these days.. its nt lyk hysterical screaming at lil' kids or cursing pple w lousy attitudes nor swearing BIG words.. its more of an uncontrollable inner feeling tt's bursting w anger n impatience..u know, cant exactly describe..if i could, i guez i'd know how to cure it!rite?rite!

damn it!my stupid database cannot b downloaded from the gmail account..trust it to say it provides 100gigabyte of storage when it cant even support moi 6mg project!!damn it! extremely pissed..n to tink i safely mailed to moi acct n deleted the copy in the sch lab!!6 mg of disgusting work..wah if i'm gg to haf to re-do, i'm gonna BURST!! trust me!!!

i'm giving u 1 more chance tmr..GarbageMAIL..u'd betta wise up or u'll disappear frm my domain forever!!n i mean it....

mich` @* 2:35 AM

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Tuesday, September 07, 2004

PRESENTING....------>Moi BEST FrEn<------ Miss ho choy fong

mich` @* 11:59 PM

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I went to her hall..wanted it to be a surprise for her! changed my tuition time to morning n got everythin in time b4 her lesson ends..tot she'll head back hall but instead she went town..she tot i wasn't free..luckily i called n got her b4 she left jurong point!she took e bus back, n to re-enact e situation as would be if she went back to hall after class, she went to her room 1st n I went knocking at her door!*grinz ;p lame eh?ha but nice..at least tt's wat i thought..
I bought flowers..3 roses--->those dual tones, white w pink + a white sweet-smelling flower in e centre..e white flowers was placed in the centre!!e roses became e pei cheng pin instead!ha =D oh well, e white feeler was e most exp anyway..it deserves to be positioned dere i guez..n it represents my 1 & only best fren!!
chocolate cake from polar..its 1 of her favs!"HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOY w lots love" was written on it..i sang e bday song to her..she made a wish, n cut the cake..she cut the piece --->"w lots l0ve" for me.i fed e love back to her instead..sort of lyk u know, e love is shared among the both of us.. got it?hee ;p her roomie Biyu took pictures of us..n a video of ME singing e song to her all ALONE!! *gOsh..paiseh*
i made a card for her..with all our pictures on it, not forgetting a caricature of her at e bottom.. wrote e card w alot of love n fond memories..n tears.. writing e card brings back many fond memories..memories of e wonderful times spent..everything bout our frenship..its UPS n DOWNS n how much we've been thru to be wat we are today! wonder how she thinks of it..Her roomie n neighbours made her a much nicer card..a HUGE one to be exact..pasted at the wall of her bed.. beautiful!almost made me ashamed to gif her e one i made.. "cannot compare..how can lydat compare? you're different!" was wat she said to me..heh i tot to myself since i'm different, all e more i shld do sth more special n betta than theirs rite?hmm...
"hey. reli thank you alot..i'm reli touched.." i hope so..
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went down to sim lim after tt to do e exchange for e web cammie..e shop attendants insisted tt he din promise tt he'll issue voucher..claims tt its not his company's policy to do so..*GoSh* damn freaked..dunno wat to get w e money! Since i dun need any IT equip, anything tt i get is a waste of money, at least for now!! Luckily for xinke..its him to e rescue again..he asked me to get e 1GB thumb drive for him n he'll pay me..was rather apprehensive bout it..I called him onli to ask if he can recommend me to get anythin for my PC..instead, he chose to get sth n pay me e money.. hope he reli did wan get e drive in e 1st place n not juz to help me..or not i'll feel damn guilty:( Thank u soOOo much! u're alwiz e saviour..wat wld i do without u? ;p
he even offered to come down sim lim to look for me, upon knowing tt i'm alone..din wan to bother him further n make him come down all e way so i insisted tt i'm leaving real soon.. but was reli touched n thankful.. :)

mich` @* 11:45 PM

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^^!w xinke on his birthday!^^

mich` @* 11:31 PM

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Monday, September 06, 2004

choy & mich WITH our beloved mums..on MoMmY's DAY---->at choy's place!!

mich` @* 10:10 AM

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Saturday, September 04, 2004

He left..
Today at 1600hrs..Terminal 2.
i sent him off..w goreng pisang, nonya kuehs, tang-yuan, tarts n pastries...ondeh stall at maxwell closed..felt quite upset..shld've gone earlier...
emptiness is e word..to yr answer. knowing tt u're not dreading to go back gives me mixed feelings..
are u bored in spore? or w my company? or...
but glad to know tt coz at least i know u wun b miserable dere..u'll be having loads fun.
i tink tiz summer hol's great..thanks for every bit of effort u've put in..
e dinner at halia, e special colonial-like dining at sembawang, fireworks, sentosa, my assignment, flowers, yr fren's wedding, web-cam, piggie pillow, zoo, movies, ktv, changi to see aeroplanes, coming to pick me up after work to go for dinners.. spending time w me altho' u're real busy.. e talks..."i wan to take care of you" (2sept)
i know its been a hectic hol for u..tryin to adapt to a new work env..not v interesting assignments, stress..
but its all over now..hope the new school term'll be a breeze for u..
izit tough to juggle so much? having to reinforce e relationship as well..i reli wan know..
i do feel e stress..occasionally..when things doesn't go well..when they bother u, dey bother me as well.. yr temper tt i've to learn to manage.
i'm sure u're putting up alot too..juz tt u dun say..
is everything ok?am i tinking too much again..?i need an answer..
my life seems to be in a mess..it wasn't like tiz before..i wasn't lyk tiz..i'm screwing up my life..
i reli do need to manage time properly..haf been neglecting alot of pple..
sick..
muz be e late nights i've been keeping...
e pimples, fever, bad flu n aches all over..wat am i doing----->?
disappointment..
my best fren muz be v disappointed w me..
her birthday's in 3day's time n i onli booked her today
she agreed to go out w her fren on tt day..
she waited....
n waited...
n waited..for me to ask her
she tot i've forgotten
tot i'm too busy
how can i do tiz to her..
she wanted to spend her birthday w me..e most..
"i'm sorry. think i'm bad at expressing myself. i only trying to tell you how much i value u & so much want to spend my day with u..But i tink e more i hope n expected, e more disappointed i am..not scolding u nor blaming u.......
i reli cherish and treasure u alot..yup tt's all i wan say.
oh no!u are not lousy..!u are my best friend! understand e meaning of e word best?
i'm still here.
standing by you...
waiting for you..
being with you..
Always."----->choy's sms
i'm sorry darl..
thank u for all those words..u've alwiz been my pillar of support..
once again..
i've failed my role as yr best fren..but pls know tt u are, n alwiz will be my BEST FREN!my most treasured fren..
i will improve..how can i gif u as much as u've given me? e kind of reassurance n constant support, care n concern..yr always understanding n knowing how i feel..
upset..
today's dad's death anniversary..4Sept..
0015 hrs 4Sept2003 in SGH..
if onli daddy's still around..
i do miss him..reli..alot....
no words can express..
nothing can be done to heal e wound..
time.
i spent my night at home today..cancelled all e dates..din go for e open hse, din join their dinner cum tok-cock session, din go for e supper..
had dinner with my mum..altho' feelin real sick n tired, i managed to drag myself out of bed to go buy dinner w her..
dad says to take good care of mum..always!
i will..definitely.

mich` @* 11:59 PM

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Thursday, September 02, 2004

WebCam!cool..haf nv tot i cld do so much with tiz funny looking gadget! took pictures..still ones plus a super hilarious "stupid-enough" video clip --->(as quoted frm LTA Ed) haha ;) great! with tiz webcam, i can instantly take pictures of anyone in the family..heh not to mention taking sneaky snapshots of all those near me!ha DANGER zone..
of coz, e MAIN purpose of getting tiz cam is to see my beloved boyfren who's going back to penn in 2 days time..gotta miss him loads but guez tiz webcam's gonna help a great deal!can do video conference anytime..zai eh? e wonders of technology..~**heh did i mention e "2 IT idiots"--->(Ed, Sim Lim Square,5.30pm) spent 2 hrs n 8 mins in dere trying to find a compatible cam(for me) n a chio one(for him) haha =D
i'm OBSESSED with referencing (tt explains e quoted phrases from e person who said those, in brackets!) ..heh it happens..haha with OB essay writing bogging my mind for such a loo..oOOng period of time..haha yeah rite those who know me muz be protesting now!
okok at least i managed to hand up 1 day earlier than e deadline hor..after submitting 4 drafts (yeah 4,no less!) to my personal essay vetter cum critic cum boyfren!ha i shan't tink bout the grade now..DO NOT attempt to remind me i warn u**!!
*droonz..;p he called me..from ZOUK!!from the noisy background i can make out the song he wants me to hear.."I don't want to miss a thing"---aerosmith *Gosh isn't tt romantic or wat.. he texted me "that song 4 u" i'm HAPPY..reli!trust me

mich` @* 3:27 AM

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